Saturday, March 12, 2011

Born in the wrong Era

I really need to live on a farm--or somewhere I can have a little farm.  I want to raise chickens and eat fresh eggs.  And I want to raise rabbits.  And have beehives.  I love bees.  Aren't they amazing creatures?!  Why is it that a row of cloth diapers snapping on the line outside makes me satisfied?  I don't mind washing them.  And what is better than popping ripe strawberries or blackberries in your mouth as you weed the yard? 

No, I definately do not want to go back to wearing dresses and bonnets all day.  Or having to heat the tub water.  I'll keep the modern medical care too.

But can't I just move to a little plot of Earth wear I can manage my critters and grow my beans?  I am absolutely content to spend my sunny days tilling in the yard and my rainy days sewing, canning and writing.  I am really going to have to rely on the Abrahamic covenant: someday I will have land along with my seed and priesthood promises! 

Sometimes what we give up for service to the Lord isn't a realized or tangible thing--sometimes it's just the dreams of our heart's heart.  Sometimes it's losing a part of who we are or who we want to be that goes by the wayside as we shepherd other flocks in a different vineyard. 

4 comments:

Unknown said...

Having a chicken and fresh eggs would be awesome. I'm with you there. Miss you guys! Hope all is well in California.

Marci said...

Well put, Melissa! Love you guys!

Jill W said...

I want to set up a "commune" in Idaho. Do you want to come? My brother would raise the cows for us. I think if we all take a job, then it wouldn't be so hard for everyone. As I watch the old arts coming back into style, I have hope for a future where people can take care of themselves.
I loved seeing Elias in the Friend! My kids have been showing his picture off to all of their friends.... vicarious fame for us.

Morgan said...

Amen, sista, amen!!!!